The Goodbyes of this week…

My Prayer for today…and the coming weekend with my family!

Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.

~ Psalm 143:10

Here I go again…glancing up…

Good Morning All
Well today everyone in the family should be finally converging upon the great state of New Jersey. My Uncle died monday night at 8:30 pm. I visited my mom that morning where she proceded to do to me what she always does. I did not handle it well. I mean I lost my [...]

A Mini Vacation a Happy Thought, or it should be…

This should be a vacation for me. I have never been on vacation. Not a real, hotel stay vacation! Laughably I just spent the last few days trying to get ready and packed. I realize I do not know what I need for a vacation. Ridiculous I know. I have everything from clothes and toiletries to my coffee cup and the last thing packed will be this laptop! LOL!

Feeling vexed today…

Today was a very sticky, hot day. The result was a battle to keep my attitude in check. I stayed to myself and wrote and leapfrogged articles on Helium.com after church, all day. It was a quiet day. When we opened the front door and chained Buster so he could sit outside, the breeze was [...]

Today marks one month…

I Thank the Lord that He is with them and this family. I Thank Him that they are letting Him lead them on the path He has chosen for them.

Today I was…

Today I was at peace.

My plans to visit my uncles were handled by Father God. I was in deep dread, not emotionally ready to deal with my family. This still feels very wrong, yet I know and believe that I am to only lean on God’s understanding of this situation. I am not emotionally or logically able to decipher what to do with all of these souls. So I willingly, willfully leave them to God.

He provided me with escape today.

Daunting…

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The cry before the Song of Ascent…

I am tired of living here among people who hate peace. I am for peace and when I speak peace they, my family, cry out in anger and war with me.

I will look to God…He alone is my help and shelter.

I determine to look up…

Matthew 7:12 Do unto others what you would have done unto you…the Golden Rule.

One’s religion is not pure if it is soiled with self. So what I see as me being selfish is making me feel as if I am not doing enough. But I have been directed to look from a different vantage point.

Self…

Psalm 37: 4
When we delight in the Lord, He gives us the desire and secret petitions of our hearts.